Overly Dedicated - Breaking Bad Bed

I kill people in my mind

Now and then i think of all the times you screwed me over. But had me believing it was always something that i'd done.

I'm happy but sad, i want to die but i don't, i love you but i hate you, i'm tired but i'm not, i'm fine but not really, i can't talk to you but i can't not talk to you.

We are what we pretend to be, so we must be careful what we pretend to be.