Pushing Me Away

you might think that your back is to the wall with a certain obligation or responsibility
you probably feel that you have few if any choices and that you are powerless to change the situation without giving in to it and taking to the burden
but you have far more power than you realize
you don't have to accept what someone is pushing on you
if you refuse to give in, nothing bad will happen
nor will you have to deal with the fallout of saying NO
if you are still wondering what to do, consider this..
something that causes you so much anxiety is probably something to avoid



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Love Me

this day was about a quarter running

i'm waiting for you in vain

of a lonely road

with no passing shadow

i'm just a lonely miserable figure

in the shadows

who need for love

i'm waiting for you that way

love me, 

love me 

and 

love me

Happy for colorful youngsters

i'm happy

he came over

and said sadly to me

where the grief last night

came as no news story

i'm happy

it is clear today

all of you in this earth

today i'm happy

today i'm stepping lightly

Peace Love

veil of life was a heavy sacrifice

i have to do it so i know if i was there

behind the curtain

the one that i opened it

one by one i'll bunk in this spirit

i will not give up

hope to do so until i found my name

written in it

i'm not going to let you go

existed and created

a peace of love

Solitude

in solitude

never imagined before

would you beside me?

is there any hope

that you make something

just like.. take me to your soul

is there any created body

become my mine?

you really made me stunned

Disappeared

lovely memories of us

love that blossomed between us

was so peaceful, so calm and so sweet

why.. suddenly it's all disappeared

why.. suddenly it's all disappeared

leave before me

i want you who's among us

ever created memories

that will never be tarnished

by other hopes

i want the memories stored

deep in your mind

Gone away from me

i doubt with him

i was troubled with him

because his love is not visible

because unfortunately vague

should i say hello

to find certainty

i hesitated

i could not say hello

i can not be approached

let this love

gone and went

like he is gone away from me

Good morning love

Taken from elementeden.com

i could not find your shadow

where are thee?

i'm always faithful in every morning

just to say to you my dear

i also always bring a fresh

bouquet of love just for you

but i do not know

where the hell are you normally

would always greet me

with a helping of your affection

until the end of this day

Perfect Stranger

it is just a hope that you entrusted to me

vague and clumsy affection

your bland smile looks beautiful to me?

i do not want it all for granted

everything is not perfect

that is all in you

only created for me

and for just one day

throughout all time

Annoying

annoying
love me not
hate streets


annoying
look at you
hear you


annoying
remember
more upset


annoying
depart
from my sight
from my memory

Umpteenth Time

chill of the night was as cold as my day
when considering you look at me
with what i have to prove
that i love you

with what i have to demonstrate
that i love you all day

but i have not said the words
no longer visible
where your steps are
where your shadows are

the umpteenth time I have
to be disappointed because love
has not approached properly

Be Happy Now

Taken from explodingdog.com

did you ever love someone?
love makes you feel happy? 

there are moments when just stared at 

he can make your heart explode  

just by remembering her eyes you can smile

and even sometimes feel like  

hearing his voice when he's not close to you

if you wanna be happy

just be happy now

Turn to Blind

nightmares haunt every step of my feet
on the spiciness of congratulations
that you are bringing
on your evening night

i was confused what does it means
i also do not understand why is that so
should i close your eyes
or turn to a blind eye

while my heart is always echoing
your name... because i like you

Moonlight

Moonlight

tonight i see the clear sky without clouds

blocking the moonlight

beautifully accompanied

by the twinkling stars

i sit on my roof

enjoying the beautiful evening

i imagine you there by my side

holding me gently

and stroked my hair

until lulled me with folded arms

and deep within you

but i realized

it was only in my thoughts

alone...

i miss you

to come here...

Illusion

lovely shades of my heart
never was uncertain, because
you never express the love
perfectly

if it is just an illusion in mind
why you always said hello to me
.. every day
.. so sweet

even so i would always entrust
i want you order each time
that hello.. but i doubt
it is too vague to me

Sweetness of Persuasion

beautiful memories that you created
moonlight of thee night without a blanket

i resigned in a thick blanket
the warm of your skin
i was lulled by the sweetness of persuasion

you are accusing me
when we are together in love
that is created without any command

i am enjoying your cool lips
when telling stories
love story
in which we live day by day

i want all the stories
that there will never fade
and never lost in time
because i really love you

Scream to the Universe

i do not know why you went by
so fast and bring a smile when you're gone ..
i am also confused why you smile
then scatter goes without a word spoken

where am i going to find yourself
in a dimly light that brings your ways
where i have to complain
because you do not leave a trail

do i have to scream to the universe
help me find your ways
i also do not know whether it is your smile
farewell or last for me

Because of You

you will never be forgotten
in my mind
because you are
the only parts of the soul
that is saved in my body

you will never miss the jokes
you are the topic of daily conversation

could I forget you?
could I past you?

although for just a second
i will never do, I love you
i also do not want all the story
of love between us is completely empty
because all are created
just because of you

Under any Circumstances

from the tip whichever hemisphere you are

i will be waiting for you
i will present a panorama of love
i will paint with gold ink that I had
i will decorate with pink ribbons

if you know how neat it is and
this beautiful hope
maybe you'll go home to see me
under any circumstances

i will not complain
i will not comment any horracement
in my body because
as we promised before
i will accept who you are

Story of Love

large sea waves thundering
unable to beat my chest
rumble when you say hello

there's no area of vast sea of love I have
there's no area of the love that I put myself for you

i will always collect stories of
our day either day until
when will lie in front of everyone
because we will pledge story of love
between the two of us

love knows no sissy
love knows no despair
prepare yourself for welcoming love
that lived either sweet or bitter