Scream to the Universe

i do not know why you went by
so fast and bring a smile when you're gone ..
i am also confused why you smile
then scatter goes without a word spoken

where am i going to find yourself
in a dimly light that brings your ways
where i have to complain
because you do not leave a trail

do i have to scream to the universe
help me find your ways
i also do not know whether it is your smile
farewell or last for me